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Lestat de Lioncourt ([personal profile] tellmehowbadiam) wrote2029-03-21 04:07 pm
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cultivatingsin: (Looking at the horsetail whip)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Xue Yang wraps an arm around Xingchen's waist immediately, understanding that this might be uncomfortable for him. Xiao Xingchen isn't a murderer - though he might say otherwise. The glory of that title resides with Xue Yang. Becoming a Vampire won't be easy or fun for his Daozhang, yet -

It's a chance.]


This is the love of my life.
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14897)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Admittedly, he is rather more nervous than he'd figured. But the arm curling around his waist immediately settles him and Xingchen smiles softly at his lover. He knows it won't be easy - maybe not all the details.

But he's not alone.

The vampire's approach, and cool touch to his face is both a surprise, but a welcome one as he allows himself to lean into it a little. ]


It's a pleasure to meet you.
cultivatingsin: (take me to church)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Jiangzai is just out of sight, up one of his sleeves. He has no reason to draw the blade, but if necessary, he can and will. Lestat might be powerful, yet they are Cultivators and he will gladly die before he lets any harm come to Xingchen.

The cool touch settles him and he remembers to breathe deep, his dark eyes searching out Lestat's own.]


We want to stay together. Xingchen is dead during my time and I will be dead soon too. I have every intention of seeking him out on the spiritual plane, but it's not the same.

[He bites the inside of his cheek.]

I know we can handle pain as long as it doesn't last forever.
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14358)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Xingchen knows his husband is armed. But he also doesn't think it will be necessary. He likes that laugh, and the claim of already adoring him has his face flush and his eyes lower shyly.

With the choice of who to go first before them, he turns and steals a soft kiss from his husband. They've talked about this, too. ]


I will. How soon will my strength begin to return? In time to help A-Yang?
cultivatingsin: (My greatest fear is to waste away)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
[He isn't immune to blushing at those pretty words too. How often has he been told someone adores him? He can count on one hand. No, strike that, two fingers.

The feelings are returned for Lestat's generosity.]


It's alright, A-Chen. I just want to be strong enough to help you.

[Then he will follow. Releasing his hold on Xingchen's waist, he approaches Lestat and gazes at him intently.]

He's a really good man. [Be gentle with him.]
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14958)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Lestat earns the warm smile for adoring his A-Yang too. Between that, what the Vampire's willing to do for them, and the love between Xingchen and Xiao Yang, Xingchen willingly steps into Lestat's arms. He listens to the words and finds himself reassured, so he nods with another gentle smile. ]

Thank you. For...all of this.

[ He settles in Lestat's lap, though reaches for his husband's hand to thread their fingers together. He doesn't fight as his head is tipped back, eyes slipping closed as he focuses as ordered. The pain is nothing. The ingrained fear...of death?

He's faced that before, too. He still doesn't fight Lestat. But the hand he holds is his anchor, and that is what he clings to as his body starts to change. ]
cultivatingsin: (it was all just an awful lie)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Frankly, he could be given all the reassurances in the world - all of the worlds - and he would still want to be right here, holding Xingchen's hand. The loss of life is horrifying to him - he remembers the other man crumpling to the ground after slitting his own throat - and though his grip remains tight and steady, the rest of him trembles.

Don't go. Don't leave me again. The fears are irrational. Xingchen isn't dying; he is becoming stronger. Xiao Yang lifts the hand and kisses Xingchen's knuckles and palm, kneeling beside the pair.]


...be strong, A-Chen...
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14781)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ No. Not leaving. Never again. He's distantly aware of soft lips to fingers and palm, of the steadying grip to his hand until...nothing.

Nothing until hot liquid drips into his mouth. Then he stirs and grabs onto Lestat's offered wrist and sets to drinking, hungrily, even frenzied - except the hand still holding Xiao Yang's is gentle, unwilling even in his desperate hunger to let go.

He won't stop until Lestat makes him - or, perhaps, his husband tugs him to pull back or slow. ]
cultivatingsin: (And 'til this day sometimes I cry)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
[The nothing is what frightens him most. Xiao Yang can't help leaning in closer, watching for the smallest of movements. How many hours had he sat by Xingchen's coffin, waiting, hoping?

This isn't like that. He gives his head a shake and nuzzles his cheek against Lestat's shoulder. What can he say?

Bring him back. And the Vampire does. Miraculously Xingchen is revived and...so hungry! Xiao Yang hears the hiss, yet he does nothing. Lestat is the one who must decide. He doesn't want Xingchen to end up malnourished.]
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14746)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ A low hiss escapes as the wrist is pulled away, but he doesn't attack. A shudder runs through him as he's scooped up, then set so gently down on the cool ground - enough of a distraction, along with the rest of the assault on his senses, that he doesn't protest the loss of his husband's hand too long.

Surely his Sire knows best!

He curls in on himself, trying to figure out...anything. Everything. Eyes squinting to try and focus on even one thing as his body twitches with his change. Expelling everything unnecessary will come next - but stone and tile are easy to clean. ]
cultivatingsin: (Some peace)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
[He almost fights Lestat's guiding hands, eager to offer Xingchen some comfort. Yet he has put his trust in the Vampire and he can't risk angering him now. So he slips into Lestat's lap without a fuss, offering himself without fear or hesitation.

The bliss is unexpected... He almost doesn't mind his life draining away. Drawn as ever to Lestat's bright hair, he caresses the curls a few moments before he collapses.

Only to be revived by the scalding hot blood. The blood that fills him with warmth and life. He drinks wildly, ravenously until he is pushed away. Then he too ends up on the floor, aware of Xingchen's proximity and yet unable to understand much of anything.

His senses are in overdrive, making everything too bright, too scented... As the transformation takes full effect, the scars on his body fade and his skin becomes paler by far. Then, of course, there are the more unpleasant aspects...

Their floor will need a deep cleaning after this.]
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14423)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Xingchen's scars also vanish - even the angry one at his throat. Even the old, far more faded ones from training.

Too loud. Too much scent. Even the soft cloth of Xiao Yang's robes is too much. And then the voices inside his head, making him curl tighter in on himself after he stops heaving.

It's the gentle fingers through his hair and guiding voice - no echo behind it - that draws a quiet breath and he leans into the other's hand. He barely understands, eyes squinting open.

Feed...? Automatically he searches for...something, before returning an intent gaze to Lestat. ]
cultivatingsin: (nothing more)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Once he is finished heaving and shuddering, Xiao Yang tries his best to push himself up. The hand in his hair stills him and he tries to focus on Lestat. He hasn't forgotten that he has an important purpose; someone who matters more than all of his senses screaming at once.]

I'll find someone. [Asking Xingchen to hunt is cruel and so he stubbornly pushes himself onto his feet. Breathing in great gulps of air, he turns to his husband and holds out his hands to him.]

The bathroom isn't far.
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14851)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ The something he'd been searching for? Xiao Yang. Feeling him so close is just natural. Xingchen immediately focuses on the hands held out to him and lets his husband tug him to his feet, letting out another breath before stepping close, dazed and focused all at once as they're escorted to the bathroom.

A house they've already settled into, yet now looks and feels so strange! And the smells! Lestat earns another smile as Xingchen forces himself to focus past his distraction with determination and sheer stubbornness. ]


We'll try not to take too long.

[ Even without heightened senses though, they tend to take...a while, when bathing together. But this time they have reason not to. So it's not all that long before they're probably done. Hopefully. ]
cultivatingsin: (It's alright)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-30 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Lestat will have a - somewhat bloody - kiss to his cheek before Xiao Yang steps into the bathroom. His gratitude for their now sire hasn't faded and he is eager to see this process finished.]

Thank you.

[Once they are alone, he helps Xingchen strip; he has already rid himself of his robe. Then he guides him into the bathtub, scrubbing until they are clean. The scents are distracting and he is all too aware of how the other man moves and sounds...]

A-Chen, are you alright?
bright_moon: (mdzs_e10_14171)

[personal profile] bright_moon 2020-08-30 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ They have a fairly wide range! Benefits of being Dominants and having once had the friendship of one Nie Huaisang. There are also some tougher outfits, easier to clean than the rest.

Xingchen fights to focus on his husband as they wash up, helping each other scrub all sorts of things off. And maybe he focuses a little too much, as he ends up curling into Xiao Yang's arms, pressing his face to his lover's neck just to breathe - even the lack of scent doesn't take away the sense of security. No less safe. ]


It's - a lot. But yes. I'm fine.

[ When Lestat returns, he doesn't feel the need to cover himself - the other Vampire gets another smile instead. ]
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cultivatingsin: (But that's the type of shit)

[personal profile] cultivatingsin 2020-08-31 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't mind being disrobed before Lestat either. For some reason, that feels...natural. Their sire should see them in all of their glory. Clothes just get in the way.

The way Xingchen tucks himself close has him smiling, revealing his new fangs. His arms curl around his husband and he announces, quite happily:]


My hip is healed. [There is no pain, no tension. He feels like he could leap into the sky and it wouldn't bother him when he landed again.]

Are we a credit to you? [That last question is directed at Lestat; he finds he wants to make the Vampire proud. Oddly.]

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