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Lestat de Lioncourt ([personal profile] tellmehowbadiam) wrote2029-03-21 04:07 pm
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[personal profile] bloodprayer 2019-03-28 11:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ this is what michael's missed back home. lestat isn't the first guy who's been this desperate to suck his cock, but he's different to everyone he's ever known - lestat is shameless and powerful and acts without fear, he's willing to sin unapologetically. the men and boys at hawthorne who looked at him like he was God, the satanists he met through anton and his miss mead who whispered his name behind his back, the witches he'd saved from death... they were all spineless and weak-willed. they were people who clung to whatever shred of power they could find among their betters. they were fake.

lestat feels real. he pushes michael back and michael smiles as he goes, walking backwards without resistance until his shoulderblades hit the wall. he wets his lips again and keeps his eyes wide, staring at lestat like he's afraid of missing even a second of this by blinking. he's completely and totally enraptured.

and lestat teases him. tells him what he wants. plays along. michael just watches, intrigued, still lightly smiling. ]


You can deny me all you like.

[ lestat shows his fangs, predatory and dangerous. michael wants them to tear him apart. he wants to feel his skin break beneath them, he wants to feel lightheaded as he loses himself to the pain, he wants lestat to pull orgasm after orgasm from his wrecked and ruined body while he drains him like a meal. he wants to be battered and bruised, just as much as he wants to batter and bruise in turn. ]

It's a nice fantasy. Being wanted. Being loved. But - that's all it is.

[ but no matter how much he might want that, and no matter how much he might be willing to throw himself into the lion's den just to feel a connection to something real - michael is, ultimately, the alpha. the predator of predators, the beast that rises from the sea, the harbinger of the end. he wants to be taken - he wants to be had - but -

he's incapable of being loved. lestat doesn't understand what he's promising.

michael looks at lestat, and there's a pause that lasts for a second but feels like a lifetime. he changes. it's just for a second, but it's quick and eclipsing. all that cherubic, open innocence, the soft lips and rosy cheeks, it all just... fades. his skin turns white, like chalk, and his eyes hollow to a dark, endless black. the light in the room flickers, and when it stabilizes, michael is himself again. angelic. innocent. sweet. ]


You wouldn't make these promises if you knew who I was.
bloodprayer: ᴅᴀʀᴋᴡᴀᴠᴇ || ᴅɴs (66.)

[personal profile] bloodprayer 2019-03-28 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a cynical kind of acknowledgement in michael, when lestat first freezes up. of course - if men don't fall to their knees clamouring to kiss his feet, they can't get away from him fast enough. lestat responds to michael's change in stunned, petrified silence, and michael didn't expect much else, but there's still a sickly, bitter ball of hate settling in his gut. he briefly, and very violently, thinks about lestat's death. how easy it would be to burn him or tear him apart, like he burned and tore apart the rest. how easily he could pretend this never happened.

but then lestat surprises him. he surges forward, takes michael in another kiss, and michael's shoulders tense. it's been a long time since he's craved the acceptance and the validation of another person - miss mead has given him the love and guidance he never found in his family, in his therapist - but there's a very fragile and vulnerable second where michael thinks that maybe it wouldn't be so bad to just double down and drain lestat of everything he's willing to give him. to take, like a parasite. to drink, like a vampire.

michael swallows. considers his options. and then - ]


Give me something in exchange. Make me want to tell you.

[ he's still hard. carnal pleasure is fucking pointless, he doesn't understand how this city can survive on it, but he's hard and he's lonely and he suddenly very desperately wants to get out of his own head. he lifts his arms, pulls them both around lestat's neck, anchoring him in, and he takes another kiss, and another, and another. brief, short, but progressively more needy. ]

If you make me feel good - if you make me feel great - then I'll tell you anything you want to know.
bloodprayer: ᴅᴀʀᴋᴡᴀᴠᴇ || ᴅɴs (74.)

[personal profile] bloodprayer 2019-03-28 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ again - michael isn't surprised very often, but lestat keeps finding ways to challenge that. everything is suddenly a flurry of hands and touching and movement, with michael sucking in air through his teeth and writhing against the wall, keening his hips against lestat as he pins him in place. michael's shirt tears in two pieces and he laughs, a little, because he always did enjoy the sound of things being ripped apart.

this is his first time. if he cared at all - about his image, about dignity or sentimentality, or even about lestat as more than just someone thrilling and admirable in a sea of otherwise boring horseshit - he'd bring that up. he'd play it up, act coy, tell lestat that he might not be very good, but he'll do his best.

but michael doesn't care. he's not going to act shy, not after showing his true face and keeping lestat interested in spite of it. he knows he won't have to tell lestat that he's a virgin for him to know; he's tight and young and inexperienced, he's nothing but eager enthusiasm and hypersensitivity. maybe being new to this would be a problem, for lestat - and if that's the case, he's fine with lying by omission, if it gets him what he wants. and right now, he wants lestat to use him. ]


Fuck.

[ michael's underwear is thin and black, and for a second, his waistband is pulled away from his body thanks to the hard length of his cock. but he's not clothed for long - lestat tears them off of him alongside his pants, and michael grunts, low and deep from in his chest. he's completely naked by the time he can swing his legs around lestat's waist, and fuck, now that this is happening, he's impatient. he wants more. ]

C'mon. More. You're still too slow.

[ vampire speed or not. michael tilts his head, offers more of his throat to lestat, and he's not willing to let lestat bite him, not yet, but he's hoping that the pink flush of his skin and the heat of lust and need rising through his veins will be enough to tempt him into wanting him even more. he drops his hands down to the small of lestat's back, wrapping his arms around him for balance. ]
bloodprayer: ᴅᴀʀᴋᴡᴀᴠᴇ || ᴅɴs (01.)

[personal profile] bloodprayer 2019-03-28 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a difference between fingering yourself in the dead of night in your dormitory bedroom and feeling someone else do it for you. lestat's finger is long and slender and slick, and michael reflexively tightens up around him, feeling his breath hitch in his throat. fuck - he spends so much time belittling humanity for its obsession with shallow, immediate gratification, but lestat stretches him open and makes his legs tense and he aches with a need greater than he's ever felt before. he fucking craves this. ]

I... Okay.

[ michael's voice is a little quieter, maybe a little less confident than before, but he shakes that off as quickly as he can. he holds his arms tight around lestat and squeezes him with his knees, arching his neck forward to press a kiss beneath lestat's jaw. he's needy and impatient, rocking his hips back against lestat's hand once he's adjusted to the feel of him, and he's breathing harder, more ragged.

his cock drags against lestat's stomach every time he rolls his hips, and he has to stop, before too long. he'll go as many times as lestat wants, but that doesn't mean he's willing to blow this early. ]